i...um...deep in thought...sometimes, not sometimes, most of the time to be exact, i act selfishly...all according to my thoughts...without thinking about his feelings, i makes me really selfish...i'm a jerk?i guess so...

but you know, no matter how he acts, no matter what he thinks, he always make me his first priority...um...when i think back, he makes me very terharu lah...

he once told me,"biar kita memudahkan kerja orang lain...insyaAllah, Allah akan memudahkan kerja kita".he always thinking about others...but me?off course la not kan....hee...very proud of him...

even though he's not as hansome as johnny depp and not as rich as bill gate, but at least he has a big heart...big enough to put the whole world in it...because he's my husband...how should i say it...um...we're completing each other...he's the person i'll always love...and i will always do...(oh!!blushing!!)

...and off course lah i want to help him as much as i can!!...and stop being a jerk...hehe...