it's been a while...i don't have those feelings...during my akad nikah pun, i felt nothing...langsung tak berdebar...excited pun tidak...ape lagi nak countdown...babai aje lah...same la jugak during my engagement....lagi la tak rasa apa...

and then, tiba lah masa when my pregnancy was confirmed...seriously, i felt nothing...my husband; of course he's excited...he said,"macam tengah terbang".but for me, nothing.

but today, when i went for the 1st meeting with doc, she did ultrasound test on me...(i don't know i had to do it today).wargh!!! mula-mula doc pusing-pusingkan probe tu...i thought, "aik, aku ni tak pregnant ke?atau bebi dalam perut aku ni hilang?".then, after some time, the doc show me the baby!!!oh no!oh no!i'm so excited!!i saw the baby's swimming!!!i saw the baby kicking!!i saw the baby dancing!!oh no!oh no!

and at that time, i don't know how can i describe my feelings...i'm excited, nervous, happy, everything at a time.i feel like crying....

habis aje check-up, i called my husband to boast. i said,"i saw our baby swimming.sile jeles".i told him how i felt...i almost cry...(mesti lah i didn't cry kan.haha).and well, off course he's very jealous of me.hahahahahaha

y'know what, he's planning to take a leave on my next ultrasound test!!he's dying to see our baby's swimming and dancing too!!!hihihi...insyaAllah everything will be fine...pls pray for us ya!!mari menangis bersama-sama!!!yay!!